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I'm tired. And sick.
And so stressed out I might die.
Things to do:
1. Filipino Talumpati for the Debate on Monday.
2. Script (1) for Animo Teatro about a girl named Annette. Schitzophrenic psychopath.
3. Script (2) for Tripod about a boy named Anthony. Killed by his own bestfriend out of jealousy.
4. Papers done for Animo.
So... yeah. A lot has been happening but I can't remember all of them to really put them down here. D:
Damn, college is a deathtrap for lazy asses like me.
I celebrated my birthday last Saturday like the crap I am. :D But anyways, I'm seventeen now so... Youth is almost out of my grasp. -_-;
Yeah... we did.
Just a few minutes ago.
It's now 6:51 PM of June 29, 2007. Friday.
I cried for a good 10 minutes.
Why?Cos he's worth it.He told me, "I can't love you..."
But our friend said, "He loves you. But just doesn't admit it to himself. He has gone through a lot."
And I know that. But why end the relationship?
...
This is the last memorabilia I have of our relationship as of today:
That's him playing Bass.
This is what I told him:
є ℓ ℓ ι * ¢ σ ℓ є ] says:
Friends, okay. I still like you but fine. Whatever. You can't really like me back anyways. I'll move on. I just hope you get over your fear of falling in love. I know that you know what love means but you just don't acknowledge it. You didn't have to give up. You learn through mistakes and hurts. You just didn't really like me back enough.
є ℓ ℓ ι * ¢ σ ℓ є ] says:
But anyway, don't feel bad (but I hope you do cos I'm mean that way) and get over it. I hope you have a great day (which hopefully isn't as great as mine).
I HAVE been expecting this to happen but not this early. We've been at it for four months and I thought that it would stay a little bit longer. Unfortunately, he THINKS I deserve better.
BUT WHAT ABOUT WHAT I THINK?
Dammit. Love bites.
Fuck him. I'll make him regret the day he broke up with me.
That fucker.
I thank
fonziebella (my cousin), Nicol (one of my best friends), Ilan (Nicol's boyfriend and apparently one of my good friends now), and Kyle (one of my best friends in AAV) for being there for me. I love you guys.
You'd think that I'm fine but I'm not.
Really, I am not. Nobody believes it, though as much as they know since I always, as much as possible, smile.
Stupid effing insects!DIE!
*cough* anyways, today, it was boring. As expected from my schedule: Algebra at 8 to 9.40, then I'm free till 1 afterwards. Next, GenPsych, then RelsOne till 4.20. D:
It sucks. My schedule isn't tight but the teachers are freaking boring.
I'm not learning anything.Fucking college, sigh.
My head hurts. Anyways, I'm going to take pics of the so-called "party" for tomorrow. I have a feeling it's not going to bode well for me. I'll prolly trip while walking somewhere dark or something. Anyways.
Position for tomorrow's party: Videographer.
Homeworks due tomorrow: Algebra, English, Filipino.
[EDIT:]
ARGH.
The stupid Veoh vid won't turn up!
But anyways, it doesn't matter. :D
Today was boring. Nothing interesting happened except when I bugged Sans about--something.
That something is confidential and rather not be discussed but be completely forgotten. x3
Tch. Men.
*ish now reading Lovely Complex and dies at the kawaii-ness*
[before edit was the video for the Harry Potter, Order of the Phoenix trailer.]
10 Weird Things About Moi.
10. I bite my nails.
9. I sit with my legs up.
(From this point on, I have nothing more to say but...)
8. I am a pervert.
7. I itch a lot. o.o;;
6. I'm bi-curious. (prolly already bi-sexual but hey.)
5. I'm more into anime porn than real-life porn.
4. I have a funny laugh. (hah, says the girl who laughs weirder than me.)
3. I "talk" funny. (again, courtesy of my weirder friend.)
2. I'm too open-minded. No. Seriously.
1. I... I'm now totally speechless. D:
Tagged By:
I shall tag 6 people. When I'm not lazy anymore. D:
I miss my Sans-kun. T.T
Finally.
Love my Sans-kun. <3
Talked to him through MSN a few minutes ago. THE first time I talked to him. x3 well... in voice conversation, I mean. He's the MOST adorable thing ever. His voice is extremely hilarious and I just love hearing it (starting from now, anyways.)
Tasks for tomorrow:
1. Algebra homework. (I haven't done it yet. Bloody thing is too hard! D:)
2. Tripod presentation. (Oh holy mackerel! Good luck to me on that one! D:)
3. Logo and tagline for Animo Teatro. (Heh. Here's hoping it can wait a little bit longer.)
4. ... I forgot my other homeworks, dammit!
Life's a dog.
You don't know when and where it will shit and pee next.
*dies*
So yeah, life does suck. Like that. It seems like every single day of my bloody life is a waste of valuable time and space.
Do you guys think that I should just go emo and stuff?
Haha. Yeah, I doubt you'd like that. It's pathetic, seriously. Why would anybody kill themselves over something totally unimportant?
...
I have a friend who's like that.
But enough about being emo, I wanna tell you my day(s) from college.
It bloody sucks.
All the stress is taking (slowly) its toll on me and it's hard to keep up. I'm just a bloody frosh, for crying out loud! *growls*
For my schoolmates out there, (my lovely master, Reg.) and kuya Jordz... me wuffles you guys. *sniffs* you make me wanna stay a little bit longer sa college. xD keep on making me happy. <3
STRESS:
1. Logo and tagline for Animo.
2. Tripod presentation.
3. Homeworks (bloody fags give us too much)
4. Peer pressure.
5. And all those in between, fuck them, yeah.
STORY UPDATES:
1. First chapter complete for Cinnamon.
2. First chapter WIP for -untitled-
3. Fanfics on the go: www.fanfiction.net/~ellicole
Cheers.
EDIT (morning): ... o.o I typed that while I was deprived of sleep. Excuse my weirdness. *3* I should go to sleep early from now on. *nods head to self* didn't get to sleep much... 2 hours... *dies*
So... I didn't get to visit Mae-Mae today.
...
I ache all over (hmm...) and I'm just extremely cranky today. I was a bit hyper at the start of the day but as it progresses, all my energy had gotten drained. Eek!
What I have gotten out of today is that I bonded with a few people I didn't know I can get close to before. It's an interesting day, over all. And woot, I saw my Korean crush today. He's at my Algebra class in the mornings but other than that I don't see much of him.
Name, you say? It's Alex in English.
Wee. Blood rush.
Eheh.
...
Wait. I'm forgetting something...
EEK! PSYCHOLOGY QUIZ TOMORROW!
*dies*
Title: Timid Whispers
Author: Elli Cole
Genre: T
A/N: My first drabble here! Yay! x3
Summary: She was there to forget.