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Hella drunk night for your wasted pleasures.
Jul. 7th, 2009 | 11:35 pm
mood: 
crazy
"Temptation greets you like your naughty mate.
The one that used to get you bothered--
--but one you can never bring yourself to hate."
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Let the sound rise up. Free your body. Follow me.
Jul. 6th, 2009 | 06:05 am
mood: 
sore
"You can get so confused that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place..."
- Oh, the Places You'll Go! by Dr. Seuss
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place..."
- Oh, the Places You'll Go! by Dr. Seuss
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Standing on the edge between crazy and sane.
Jul. 5th, 2009 | 11:47 pm
mood: 
thoughtful
Today was a bit shocking.
I did real household chores. I did the laundry for the first time! Not having a maid spells trouble for me nowadays, I swear.
So I realized while washing my clothes that I've been behaving rather inappropriately lately. With all the parties, vices, and everything (the clothes swirling around and around and the dirt comes up to the surface and it's taunting me)... I tried to avoid them since I owed my parents so much. When I was a kid, I started doing all those without thought of consequence. But now... it's absolutely different.
But they make me happy.
Quick satisfaction, they say. But everything in life is temporary.
Even happiness.
So I ask all those who say that vices should be avoided by people... why? Stupid question, maybe. But really, why? I mean, isn't drinking the same thing with eating a lot of sweets? They both cause damage to one's being, but they're too good to convince you to stop eating/drinking them. KFC's bad for you, but it's legal (hello, Harry! Lol) and so why not legalize marijuanna as well?
Anyways, the point of the matter is... grasp the moment and be happy, but know one's limitations. It's your choice to do what you want.
But always think about the consequences along the way.
I did real household chores. I did the laundry for the first time! Not having a maid spells trouble for me nowadays, I swear.
So I realized while washing my clothes that I've been behaving rather inappropriately lately. With all the parties, vices, and everything (the clothes swirling around and around and the dirt comes up to the surface and it's taunting me)... I tried to avoid them since I owed my parents so much. When I was a kid, I started doing all those without thought of consequence. But now... it's absolutely different.
But they make me happy.
Quick satisfaction, they say. But everything in life is temporary.
Even happiness.
So I ask all those who say that vices should be avoided by people... why? Stupid question, maybe. But really, why? I mean, isn't drinking the same thing with eating a lot of sweets? They both cause damage to one's being, but they're too good to convince you to stop eating/drinking them. KFC's bad for you, but it's legal (hello, Harry! Lol) and so why not legalize marijuanna as well?
Anyways, the point of the matter is... grasp the moment and be happy, but know one's limitations. It's your choice to do what you want.
But always think about the consequences along the way.
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I better take a video of myself in parties so I won't forget.
Jul. 4th, 2009 | 11:27 pm
mood: 
drunk
I was bored one Saturday night and so I looked for someone who'd like to hangout at such an ungodly hour.
And there was one special soul who agreed to come with me to Ayala Alabang for some partying! Thank Merlin!
So before going to the South reunion party thing, Melissa and I went to Mike's house and met up with him, Harry, and Anna. We started drinking at his place already (except I just had two shots of Cognac while they had god knows how many shots and beers already). I wanted to drop by Al's, though, since Jet said he was hosting and Milano and Mayo were playing.
But anyways, around 11, we went to Sum's place and by then, I don't remember much except I saw a lot of familiar faces, witnessed two fights, lots of drama, lots of drinking, lots of smokes and substance of calm. Gvs and good times!
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I must leave before my red eyes match the sunrise.
Jul. 4th, 2009 | 03:42 am
mood: 
sleepy
music: Man in the Mirror - Hed Kandi Mix
"Happiness is only real when shared."
Have you ever had this feeling that you can live alone in a long period of time--and doing it for the sake of trying? It seems doable and it is, but quite crazy. I mean, how can someone live without proper shelter? Proper food? People to interact with? It's quite possible (which was partially proved by the movie Into The Wild) but then again, it did show that a life like that had flaws.
Lack of food means hunting. But then, you can't always get a good bait everyday. Lack of interaction means restlessness. You won't stand not being to talk and voice out your feelings to other people, so you'd give way to your imagination. And I just want to relate these thoughts with my perception of my everyday life.
Lack of food means hunting. But then, you can't always get a good bait everyday. Lack of interaction means restlessness. You won't stand not being to talk and voice out your feelings to other people, so you'd give way to your imagination. And I just want to relate these thoughts with my perception of my everyday life.
- My food is knowledge. I go to my university everyday, hoping to gain knowledge, wisdom, or anything so I can benefit from the endless money that we keep on throwing at the bloody system. I sit there, hoping that I might be able to say by the end of the day that I can actually use this shit in real life. But no, not really.
So I take notes from all the things I've done lately, the books I've read, the places I've been, and the people I met on the way. In this journey, I realized I don't need to be taught, I just have to experience and learn through the beats, notes, and curves of all graphs of my life. Unpredictable, indefinite, yet by the end of the road--absolutely worth it.
- Lack of interaction equals to my inspiration that revolves around music. I escape through music when people aren't enough anymore and I find the comfort I need. And I wonder if whether I can survive without my food or my connection to reality.
And I wonder whether I'm strong enough to see the light at the sky that beckons me.
It's not Alex's great adventure to Alaska what made his life so meaningful... it was how he touched other people in his journey and how he left his imprint on them. How he learned through everything that life isn't about the destination... it was the journey--and he shared his experiences with different kinds of people. And maybe, someday, I'll leave my signature in this world, too.
It's not Alex's great adventure to Alaska what made his life so meaningful... it was how he touched other people in his journey and how he left his imprint on them. How he learned through everything that life isn't about the destination... it was the journey--and he shared his experiences with different kinds of people. And maybe, someday, I'll leave my signature in this world, too.
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So listen to me while I listen to you.
Jul. 2nd, 2009 | 06:21 am
"You are the C to my G and the A to my E,
you and I are in perfect harmony."
- adj4sont
you and I are in perfect harmony."
- adj4sont
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Badump-badump-badum dum dump.
Jul. 1st, 2009 | 06:01 am
I miss being active in sports, I swear.
So miss,
Kindly tell me when you've decided.
Quit telling jokes or else you're a liar.
Give me something akin to smiles,
and I'll give you back more than lies.
Kindly tell me when you've decided.
Quit telling jokes or else you're a liar.
Give me something akin to smiles,
and I'll give you back more than lies.